Thoughts

I’ve been thinking a lot lately. 

Thinking and reflecting.

On my past relationships and my life in all. 

I’ve come to realize all the mistakes that I’ve made.

I forgive too easily, I try and please everyone, and I try way too hard.

I think what happened to me recently made me realize it all. Seeing as my ex-boyfriend is a total tool and only thought about himself, that the guy I want is someone who will always be there for me and listens to everything I have to say. And appreciates what I have to offer. 

Becuase frankly my ex had no idea all the things I looked past and ignored. He never truly thanked me for all that I did for him. I did love him. I still do. But I know now that it is time for a change. It is time for me to leave the past in the past.

I have just realized I’m worth more than anything he ever gave me.